February 2012
2 posts
May 2011
2 posts
Oh and you’re going to die alone, I hope that’s what makes you happy.
I realize now that there isn’t a damn thing I can do about anything. Everything is so futile and still all I wish is to be able to make you happy. Essentially I am fucked in the head and you are a complete bitch for the way you treated me. I still don’t even blame you though I should, you are young, stupid, and clearly unbalanced but I will still love with all my heart you until the...
April 2011
10 posts
Why can’t you be the part of me that’s...
All alone at the end of the of the evening And the...
I still keep Friday night open if you want to start again. They say the third time’s a charm.
It doesn’t have to be like this. It never did.
I still don’t understand what your problem is with me, I always tried my best to make you happy. I guess that’s where I went wrong, you always wanted to be empty and miserable.
Be my serene Tell me you know what I mean You’ve set on me but you are not the sun And you will not listen
“All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream.”
– Edgar Allan Poe (via kari-shma)
“I always like walking in the rain, so no one can see me crying.”
– Charlie Chaplin (via imfantasyparade)
Forgive Anyway
dearoldlove:
I would forgive you, if only you would realize that you’ve done something wrong.
March 2011
19 posts
Oct
dearoldlove:
I liked you best in October.
Sweden, here I come...
I hope
It has just occurred to me that I have no idea what I’m doing anymore. I incidentally will be a physicist in two months, life is scary.
Sick of this life Not that you’d care
someday…
Committed
dearoldlove:
It’s funny how you said you had a problem with commitment, and yet you never had a problem committing to not commit to me.
“I really thought that love would save us all.”
– John Lennon (via jesseekkah)
“Nothing of me is original. I am the combined effort of everybody I’ve ever...”
– Chuck Palahniuk, Invisible Monsters (via dancingbearspaintedwings)
“Behind every beautiful thing there is some kind of pain.”
– Bob Dylan (via julie911)
“The one you love and the one who loves you are never, ever the same person.”
– Chuck Palahniuk (via kari-shma)
All This Nothing
dearoldlove:
All this nothing, it hurts.
Cause you haunt my nights when I don’t know where my life should go
Sole Satisfaction
dearoldlove:
I’ll only ever be satisfied when you’re in my arms.
If there’s a reason, it’s lost on me.
Maybe we’ll be friends, I guess we’ll see.
February 2011
9 posts
Listen
December 2010
30 posts
I keep hoping you’re going to miss me and talk to me but it doesn’t happen, maybe tonight’s the night… however doubtful, I still keep hoping.
onlinejournals:
Too many words too many thoughts too many drinks too many sleeps
“Feeling like I’m heading for a breakdown
And I don’t know why
But I’m not...”
– Unwell, Matchbox 20 (via kari-shma)
Texxxts
dearoldlove:
I miss sending you xxx-rated text messages.
See the stars come falling down from the sky, Gently passing, they kiss your tears when you cry. See the wind come softly blow your hair from your face, See the rain hide away in disgrace. For myself my tears just fall into dust, Day will dry them, night will find they are lost. Now I find the wind is blowing time into my heart, Let the rain fall, for we are apart.
“That’s the thing about girls. Every time they do something pretty, even if...”
– ~J.D. Salinger, The Catcher in the Rye. (via quote-book)
